Drooling Uncontrollably from a Bit Port
The bit port immobilizes the tongue, generating drool & stimulating the gag reflex
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Drooling around bit gag with tongue port: While a bit gag causes some drooling, adding a tongue port causes copious drooling because of how it restricts the wearer's tongue, holding it firmly down in the mouth. If the video isn't displaying properly, you can try the direct link. The video of me wearing the bit gag with rubber bit port is also available in 720p.
Drool is one of those things I love to hate: I hate it because it's kinda gross, uncomfortable, and distracting. I love it because those same qualities make it humiliating.
In the same way that I love to hate bondage.
actually no, strike that, I hate drooling a lot more than I hate bondage. When in bondage, I love to hate the feeling of helplessness, which engenders a feeling a embarrassment and humiliation, but in addition to those feelings, I enjoy the physicality of the ropes (or leather cuffs, or leather or rubber fist mitts) against my skin and how when I struggle against the bodas, the press right back against me like a nice weighted blanket comforting me before sleep.
Whereas for drool, my own drool specifically, I am utterly embarrassed and humiliated by it. Which is hot, and which is why I love it. However, I hate being humiliated. For lack of a better word, it so fucking humiliating. Nevertheless, I cannot deny that I am physically turned on by it, quite a bit actually.
So yes, I do enjoy the results of helplessly drooling - the results being that I get massively aroused. But I hate the grossness of not having control over something as simple as my own mouth and saliva. And I especially hate that I am so ridiculously turned on by it. In a sense, being aroused while looking ridiculous makes the situation even worse, even more ridiculous, if you will.
Conversely, bondage does not do have the grossness factor, which is what makes me hate on drool. Yes, I find it humiliating to be helplessly bound, and even more humiliating if I'm asked to do something simple while bound that I am unable to do because of the bondage. However, I'm never grossed out by the bondage, so I don't quite have the same love hate relationship with bondage that I do with drool or other (more "extreme?" maybe) forms of humiliation (e.g. in addition to drool, I'm equally mortified by having to vocalize like a horse or other animal, and even more mortified that I pop a boner when forced to vocalize like an animal or told I'm a good (or bad as the case may be boy)).
I love writing these video posts becuase it gives me a moment to watch and rewatch a video of myself in various degrees of bondage and various degrees of dress/undress, and doing various things that turn me on. Simultaneously, I'm tasked with explaining what happened, and that gives me a prompt to really think about what happened, what I liked and what I didn't (or at least in what order I liked everything in the video).
More importantly, however (at least to me), is that I get to really dig deep into why I liked or didn't like something or why I liked one thing more than another. Sometimes, I don't have an answer (a lot of times actually), but sometimes I actually get to arrive at my answer in real time as I am writing one of the drafts (who am I kidding, there is no more than one, maybe if I'm feeling extra fancy like once a decade, then there's two, drafts).
I'm going to have to come back to this page and really edit the shit out of it since I really didn't explain anything in the video, and I'm realiziing now how late it is and how tired I am. I feel like this page was really for my benefit only as I did learn a bit about myself and my humiliation kink and what I consider good and bad humiliation (even though apparently both turn me on, one makes me angry I'm turned on and gets me more humiliated and angry at the fact that I'm turned on by something so humiliating and the other is kinda humiliating but mostly just hot).